some years ago,3 years ago exactly,I joined a social application which let me to meet my first cyber love and another loves also...xixixi.
Firstly I joined Bing..I knew that application from Alfan,my ex bf...I found many friends at that time...I knew Ryan,Luna,Tie,Chil,Tri,Ibenk,Nud,om agung,Milan,and 2 of my real ex bfs,Mien and Oky...
Started from my friendship's life..Well,it was just an ordinary friendship,we just spent the nights together,with talking and sharing..yaa...we were close.and it was an enough reason to make me became an introvert girl at the first time I enter my univ...
After some nights I spent with a guy named Viky,I had a crush on him. He was simple,knew me very well,so did I. Though he is a disabled guy,coz he got accident when he was 7yrz old,he didn't make it as reason to be a weak guy,I learnt much from him. The only thing I hated from him was,his exagrated protection,ya..he was fucking possesiv...I might not have any guy friend on my buddy list at that time. And it let me to run to Nud...I cried at the first time I talked to him through phone...hahaha. Stupid.
I forgot the every detail of my story with those two guys and the only thing I can remember now is,I left them. Nud now is married and viky...I dont know.
At other night a friend,named Andre,invited me to a chat room...I met Ibenk and Oky there...Indeed,at the first time I talked to Ibenk,I liked him..I dont know why I could fall that easy to a stranger. Haha. But we are different..he is a christ,and we'll never be able to be together...so he introduced me to his friend,,at the same time,I had another cyber bf,Bayu,hope he is fine now. We almost got married maybe. Haha. He has ever talked to my mom,and asked me to be his wife. But everything was over AGAIN,because simply we have different thought about our religion.
Back to Ibenk's friend,Oky...I dont know the start...Everything ran very fast...and we met at real...ya,he is nice...sweet...and even at that time i dreamt to be his wife. Xixixi.
Everything seemed so perfect when were together till that day came.
'hun,siap2 cari pengganti ak ya'
WTF.
after all the things ive done,he could be that easy to say so. He said he got a problem with his family...so he asked to end our relationship.
I was so numb.
Empty.
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